I have become a sessile husk
relentlessly rigging to
outrageous anatomical proportions
does the serratus anterior flex right,
under the latts as the humerus hyper extends overhead;
he reaches for something he can never have

I don't know

I need a cadaver.

A living, breathing, cadaver.

Not 3 books of pictures of cadavers,
not 5 books of illustrations of cadavers.

They ask the impossible,
and I intend to deliver.